May every year bring you good health. I would love to wish you happiness and bliss in this world and hereafter. May God reward you the best for your efforts to improve peoples’ lives and their sense of happiness and bliss.  

I am a housewife. I have a son, two daughters, a husband, and so many blessings. However, I was in deep depression. I reached a dangerous point as I became angry with myself, the world and mostly I was angry with Islam. I felt that women were treated with injustice in our society. The thing I hated the most in this world is the sense of injustice, especially if the oppressed was someone else and I couldn’t help them. 

I felt upset as I approach the age of forty. I was afraid of many things, always thought about the future, and I did not feel safe. It was very rare when I felt happy. Basically, my life and my feelings were a chaos.  

When I reached the edge, I decided that I would not complain to anyone anymore, and I will turn to God only. I prayed to God after dawn and cried. I asked God to help me and not leave me alone. I realized that God alone will help me. I felt a relief and was confident that God will stand by my side. God responded faster than I imagined. The next day, I watched a video of you on your journey to bliss. I've seen this video before, but this time I felt the importance of it, and then I watched a lot of videos. The first thing I've applied from these videos is how to disengage and end the attachment, step by step. May God reward you the best. I started to improve a lot. My life began to change, and I started feeling the many blessings I have. For the first time I felt free. I started living with your videos (Selvideo) in a beautiful free trip and see the sea that I love daily.  

My most important achievement at this time is, my relationship with my 14-year-old son has improved a lot, And I became for him the best mother in the world after he was wishing that I wasn’t his mother. The problems of adolescence quickly ended like magic, thanks to God Almighty and then to your guidance. 

I feel that I am a new human being with new thinking and a new vision. I have goals and became confident in myself, God and Islam after I understood many things from you. I learned that what made me angry before was not Islam, but the false inherited believes and ideas that did not belong to Islam. This is what I intend to teach my children, my siblings and everyone around me. 

I pray for you all the time. In every moment I see my husband and my children and feel happy, satisfied and pleasant. In every moment, I feel free while I am at home.  Also, in every moment I get ready to achieve a new goal, and I am confident in myself and in God that I will achieve it. In every moment, I take advantage of my time, listen to new things and learn from them. In every moment I feel happy as I come close to turning forty while achieving my dreams and goals and working to increase my awareness.  

Many thanks to you Dr. Ahmed. May God bless you, your wife and your children. 

 May God grant you more blessings in this world and in the hereafter.